I’m writing this journal on my phone without the use of my iPad Pro or MacBook. This mark the maybe fourth time I’m writing my journal this way.
Anyway, I wasn’t sure how I am going to write this journal today at first. I’m feeling a bunch of emotions today but mostly of the depressive sort.
It could be that I was having some adaptation issues. Or it could be other reasons. It doesn’t matter.
I took some time off from work, went to see my psychiatrist, talked for a bit, and then got a memo to give to my employer’s doctor. After settling the medical stuff, I went back office.
The final decision regarding what I want to do with my life is: I want to be a full time writer, and whatever it is I am doing now is just simply a way for me to earn the money; Financial freedom. For my overseas trip; learn new things. I mustn’t forget that. And I should try to stop being depressed. I know I keep forgetting it and enter depressive state.
That aside, in the evening, my friends and I went to watch a movie. I’m just exhausted now. So that’s all.