Journal #155 – Friday

If you have read my journal entry yesterday, well, you would see me ranting. And no, I’m not going to apologize for rantings or having that outburst.

The purpose of this blog is after all a platform for me to express myself and do my writing for the public to read.

With it being a Friday, my mind was already on holiday mood. At work, I didn’t do much either. I wrote a few pieces of code to implement some kind of heartbeat mechanism for the client application.

Now, because I am so burnt out from working as a software developer, I don’t really give a shit about the quality of my code. I admit it’s bad, unprofessional but I am really struggling to make it work. I would love to take a long break but didn’t have enough money. And also, it’s not practical in Singapore because of the culture here.

Anyway, later in the afternoon at work, there was a division meeting. Then, there was a division BBQ which I didn’t want to attend. The place alone was already sucking all my energy out, I didn’t want to stay there. That was why I personally hated working for big corporations. So I made my home straight, walking to the train station with a colleague.

I watched a video by Simon Sinek.

I love his energy. The passion that goes with that speech. I’m impressed.

Anyway, I will try and regain my energy back by resting up.

Here I conclude my journal for today.